Lights switch from off to on.
Darkened faces stare. I smile and scan, look for the one that will anchor me there.
My smile wobbles. My name, announced. Introduction made.
I continue to search.
My hands feel slick. My stomach sick. The scratchy organza under my fingertips.
My qualifications make me stand a little taller. My smile will not falter.
Introduction closed.
I find him. My strength, my love, my everything. I pause and let the moment carry me.
He's in the crowd. He looks proud. All the things I wish I could be.
He's the one that should be sharing his dream. After all, how many dreams has he sacrificed for me?
Applause. It's time to begin.
I turn away. Legs shake. Please dress, hide my insecurities.
Lights reflect on the shiny piano surface. It beckons for me.
Hands on the black and white keys, I close my eyes. A deep breath, filled with polished wood and warmed fabric.
And begin again.
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